II Tim. “If a man therefore purge himself from these, he shall be a vessel unto honour, sanctified, and meet for the master's use, and prepared unto every good work.”
As you are praying and being purified by the Word of God, a way will be opened for you to give your witness and work for the Lord. Do not push yourself into prominence. Don't think your prayer will ever go in vain. I see that the prayers of my youth are being answered in a very tangible way. My strivings in my youth to live a holy life were answered. God is minutely interested in us. One day God will use you. God is preparing the Fellowship in a special way to build a great witness for generations in India.
"Flee youthful lusts." We have a tendency to indulge in these at least in our thoughts. God wants to give us victory even in our thought. If a group of people live like that, a great power will be released to bring rich spiritual blessing to many..
If you are converted, you will march towards Jordan. Jordan is the death of self-life. Beyond Jordan is the Promised Land. Entering the Promised Land you have to possess the land. We take care to see that every one in the prayer group is converted and there is no one there still in Egypt. Only those who pray much can produce something great for the kingdom of God. Study the Word of God.
Heb. 4:1 “Let us therefore fear, lest, a promise being left us of entering into his rest, any of you should seem to come short of it.” As we strive for holiness and purity we must come to a place where we can say we have now possessed the promise. A promise is given to us but we may come short of it. God's plans are very great far greater than our minds can imagine. He wants to fulfil those plans in us.